Thursday, October 25, 2007 2:34 AM
on tuesday, i did couple work with
badd, in replacement of
audrey. and i'm not trying to be whiny, but he said that i am FAT. omg! x( haha, actually i am trying to be whiny. so nevermind. i don't really mind anyway. i feel that i'm fat so it doesn't matter afterall. (:
anyway, thanks
mervin and
junwei for being so concerned about me, generally the girls' actually, well-being. :D for those sms-es of concern. xiexieeeeee! :D
mervin's been so sweet to me these days. and people says we look like siblings! haha, will post a picture of us when we take one. (:
today was supposed to be a few people day, ended up having a 5 people outing. haha. but it was fun! i enjoyed myself. (:
melissa,
james,
kevin and me went to this japanese outlet to eat @ tampines sports complex. then
mervin came later on. haha, we had so much crap i tell you. so fun! :D
james:
whose hair is the nicest here ah?kevin:
*straight away makes adjustments to hair*james:
confirm not kevin's.hahahahaa. okay, i'm a really bad illustrator. but at that moment, i tell you,
mel and me burst out laughing. i almost showered coke float all over the place. hahahahaha.
and i tell you! i'm like the marry-able person to
mervin. hahahahaha. which is so .. out of nowhere; random-ness. hahaha.
and and!
kevin is like my
BFMF. hahahahahaha! okay, it's an inside thing okay. no leaking out. xD haha, but i think it's so funny! lol!
after eating, we just went somewhere to slack. we erm .. bitched? but but! like
serene said on her blog, "
i'm a nice bitch." hahaha, so am i! hmm, though i don't really understand how people define bitching/gossiping. but yah, whatever it is, we talked about others. nothing harmful or untruthful in my opinion, but more like facts and .. our perspectives. yup. (:
anyway, i heard some stuff today. some shocking, some weird. haha.
hmm, i'm quite shocked that this particular someone is not what i have expected him/her to be. just a bit shocked that's all. :D
weird stuff would be ..
hmm, have you ever heard of people who actually don't believe what they see for themselves but rather what they hear from others? it gets to me luh, and i don't think i'll ever understand why they can feel that way.
i've never felt that way. i've always believed in what i see for myself, and i've always chosen to look at the positive side of everyone. okay, i try my best to look at it that way. but .. you know, sometimes for some people, it just can't be helped.
ohwells, i have to learn that i can't please everyone. yup, *tries to process it*
actually i have alot to say on this issue .. but yah, not today. i'm abit too tired. yepp.
but before that, i just wanna thank
you. (:
And to Lyn, i know something's bothering you though you say you're alright. I know something's wrong and maybe i'm not the person you wanna tell and rant at. But if ever you need anyone to rant or just a shoulder to cry on, i'm here for you alright? I just want you to know that you're not alone no matter what ok? I really want you to cheer up. =)yup, you. thanks. (: -hugs.
lastly,
junhui. is it so weird for my name not to appear on your blog? hahaha, nonsense lah you. and why i'm replying here is because your tagboard ain't loading for me. haha.
i am free tomorrow! anyone wants to date me?!
(meaning thursday)
